Sunday, March 23, 2008

Easter morning

Woke by hearing faint sounds of paputok. What day is it today? New Year? No. Chinese new year? No.
Remembered, yes, it is the Easter morn. Quite early for a salubong. 1:30 am. Salubongs are usually at 3 am. Of well... wanted to rise by my body was so stiff.
Easter. A new life. Yes, and probably time for a new blog.
Since October till now life was a blur but there was joy in my heart. The confusion will forever be there- confusion- for decisions that I have that may be life changing. But more importantly the joy in my heart was there. There is so much to change, too, for the better. So easter may be a good change to make those resolutions that you missed making lat New Year.
But come to think of it, change is in every step and action that you take. In every move you make. each action will affect myself or another person. Much like driving. How many times your ego gets pricked by other drivers so you speed up or try to outdo the other vehicle. It really takes a lot of self control to focus on the road and driving to your destination.
Hmmmm. maybe this should be my easter resolution to be sure that each action I take affects people for the better.
Difficult. Like waking up easter morning with a stiff body but still you have to wake up anyhow.

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